hahah no thnak you girl your a freaking inspiration my aunt is verrrrrryy over weight and has been for over 20 years shes now 36 and is finaly taking her life back and the past month has really taken a toll on her and i showed her you pictures and it gave her so much strength to know some one who wasnt ALREADY 130 was hitting the gym and changing there life she realized that she still had a chance :) i have the upmost respect for you to take on the chanlenge to be healthy its truly amazing i give you more props then all the skinny girls on tumblr lol ohhh and yourwellcome lol i have know idea why that came to mind when i saw you :)

The more I push you away, the more I love you. I’ll be bitchy and grumpy and make you want to hate me. I’ll annoy the hell out of you and I’ll know I’m doing it but I won’t be able to stop because for some reason I need to do this. I always need to test you because if you’re going to leave it should be sooner than later. its like as soon as i fall for you ill realize that i need to make sure your the real deal “before i fall” but the truth is already have so when i push you away and you do leave im soooo broken and then want you back but then i already know your a quitter and its just a horrible rollacoaster thats not good for either of us and when i realize all my mistakes i will change ill open up agian but youll be so damaged and despies me so much for playing games we will end up hating each other :(